Straight To The Point

Just to let you know

carolhall — Tue, 03 Mar 2009 18:35:25 GMT

Thanks, I wanted you to know that you are great person to know. I would like you know also that I really apprecpiate the assignment. You know if you had given me this assignment about 3 months ago. I would have given you hell about it but you know God had you to wait for the right time and charge me with this. I want to thank you for even putting the energy you put in me. I know that you are a good person because I have tried you in always possible to beat this thing down. I know that you see in me what I can become. I want you to know that I thank you for holding on and helping me. I have come along way since that little still voice in the night calling Keen trying to get answers to my problem. When you allowed me to do the honors and take me under your wings I did know how long this relationship would be and what it means to me. I truely love you and you are my heavenly sister. The one I know that if I can't get the answers from right away through God you will straighten me out and tell me to wait. It's coming. Thanks, I just want to take time out of my day to say this to you.

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Specially for you.

carolhall — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:18:53 GMT

Hi,
I haven't forgotten you and I hope you haven't forgotten me. I tried to avoid even sharing my thoughts at this time but I wanted to wish you and your family a happy new year and be bless. I am going through a 30 day fast an only you and God knows this. After, my fast I would like to set up an appointment with you. I am experiencing an unbalance in my life. So, now I have asked God for the balance and focus to come in my life so that I could continue my life journey . I have avoided alot of people in the pst couple of months. I need now to release all the feels that have put on the shelf and regain my balance in my life. I haven't felt like me in a while. I want to thank you for the support and love you have given me for the last 4 years. It have been a wonderful friendship and professional relationship. I know that God will may this process easy for me. My fear is that when I come out of this I will have learn something what I don't know. I wanted to say this to you before the fast starts. All the misunderstanding and feelings that was displayed by me I want you to know that I will have to deal with them but I have no right to put them out on others. I have to understand what I need to for myself and God will give me that understanding. And you have always been there with support and thank you for that support.Whe you started reading for me about 4 years ago I did think much about who you wre and whether not you cared. But, not that you are a part of my spirit it makes a difference to me about you and who you are . I know that you love you clients whether they love you are not. It is just you spirit that helpl you remove the hate and see the hurt. Thanks you for seeing my hurt but I have love for you because you are in my spirit. I will check in within 30 days . Keep me and my son in your prayers. I wanted you to know who we are. (2008 Christmas)

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Why are married men so lonely

Alan — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 04:08:11 GMT

Can anyone out there tell me why so many women think that men don't get lonely too? Men need love and understanding just like you. Not all men are dogs we need someone that is going to be real with us and not just take it for grated that because we are married that that's enough to sustain the marriage. We need more than someone that can cook, clean and take care of the kids we need a partner, a sole mate someone that understands that it takes more than just love because sometimes love is not enough.

(QUESTION) Can anyone tell me why women think that things stay the same when you get married? Things dont stay the same we get older grow wiser and require different things to keep us happy. Just like women do if you have been married for 15 years it shouldnt be the same it should be better because the marriage should have grown to a higher level. Women get comfortable in their roles as wife and mother and forget that we fell in love with them not their roles but the beauty in them.

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When He Calls I will Answer

carolhall — Thur, 09 Oct 2008 13:22:55 GMT

Life is an unknown until you truely began to understand why you are really here. For my life this has truely been a journey that I would have never dreamed for myself. And that's probably why we have dreams to hope of a new way of living for ourselves. I never understand why God had put so many obstacles and people in my path. Some were not so good and some were good. But, all the same there have been lessons to learn that gives meaning and completeness to my journey. I can't really say when my clarification of my path came to me but, I learn through a good friend (Zen)that I had a forfulling journey that I will complete before leaving this world and going on to be with God. And I truely believe that. As I walk my path everyday is different from the day before and the day to come. There will new situations new resolutions and more obstacles. But, also know that we can over come them through the help of God. God has to be a center factor when we are through our journey because our directions come from him. Sometmes we may not hear his soft still voice when he's talking to us. But, the direction is clear for us we have chooses and God will give us the right way to go if we only ask. We may choose to do the things we feel are right because it may give us self gratification. But, those self gratifications don't last long but God's love last forever. And his way may not be our way but it is the sure way. Now, God has given me a new way of life he's planted a seed that I must nurture. I will have all the things in life I always wanted because I began to listern to the soft still voice of God It has been hard but things have become a little clearer to me and when you spend that time with him he begans to show me what he wants me to do. Not to say I want have challenges that just will keep me focus on the end. Sometimes we are so entangled in what is going on in the world and forget what we see it what we really are not seeing. God will open our eyes and allow us to see what it really is all about some time our answers have been with us the whole time.

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The trails we endure

carolhall — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:14:02 GMT

I want to start out by saying thank you Zen for the opportunity. I haven't had a reading in a while but that doesn't mean I forgotten the words that have been spoken to me. I have been through a lot of trails and tribulations.But, through it all I have stayed fast and hold in the word of God. I started the year out with a 21 day fast I prayed during the fast not know what was about to come in my life. From the time a stopped the fast on the 21st day my trail and tribulations began . Being new at all this I became afraid and unsure about what was happening to me. But, now I am starting to understand that God was only preparing me for the journey that lay ahead of me. I started the journey in March of this year and it will continue for a while. I have endure a lot but to say that God will protect you and guide you when you don't what to do or go. Zen can't be with us always but her wisdom and her grace can be in our minds. God will show us the path that we need to take. He will assure us that it is the right way. I have had demons to come against me at my job and not only staff but supervisor . But God was there to show me how to handle it and not expect what was been told to me as the truth. I was due a raise and was given a 10% raise but the power to be through it as not appropriate for me to receive only 5%. My supervisor was given me the raise but because she was told no she didn't fight for me. I let go for about a week and accepted my 5%. But, one day God spoke to me and told me that I had some unfinish business. I went over my supervisor's head and pead my case.Everything was done in order and I also advised my supervisor what I was going to do. I docomuented my new responsiblilities and went to battle. And I won . I received my additional 5% . All that to say that the skill I have learn from Zen has empowered me to stand up for want is right and do it the right way. I still have more demons to fight but I have the will and the protection of God . I am in a battle with a client but God going to alway me to release her to his will and I will meet her again. When people have disease that they don't know how to handle sometimes it take over our will to live and begain to take our lives. And some demons are not worth the fight. Thank you Zen. I am still on the battle field but I know that I will be a winner ........

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When know that you are there and you can't turn back.

carolhall — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:00:24 GMT

I would like to first thank you ,Zen very much for being there for me and helping me see the true meaning for why I have to do the things I need to do. I also give all the praises to God because without him Zen could never have been able to put me on the right track. So, I have so much to thank God for. As I continue on through the my journey everything will have a new meaning for me and I will began to appreciate the things I will not be able to change but change the things that will matter the most to make a complete successful trip. God, has allow me to become the person he has alway knew I could be and I have began to embrace that feeling, knowing that he will be there for me. This makes me feel great. As he adds to our life's' he takes from our life's and he makes it better. I know that my transformation will allow me to help others but also give me the life that I so desire. God, has also aloud me to be proud of what I have done and learn from my mistakes. Thank again Zen. God be the Glory.

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The Goodness of God

carolhall — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:26:43 GMT

God is always there when no one else is there. When things get hard and you don't see a way out of the place where you are. God will be on that road to your journey with you . He will never leave you for the next best thing he will always be with you in you time of need.

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Have you ever been in love with someone that is in love with somebody else?

zentaria — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:30:02 GMT

Hello Everyone:

I did a reading the other day and one of my clients asked me did I know what it feels like to be in love with someone that is in love with someone else. It just so happened that this person was in love with his best friend and she was in love with someone else. Can anyone relate to this comment, have you ever been in love with your best friend and he or she is in love with someone else and they share all their relationships with you about other people and you give them advise only hoping that one day they will see how much you really love them.

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Profound Statement

zentaria — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:37:07 GMT

I would like to share something with you that a person said to me yesterday, she said that she would rather be disappointed than be ignored. I can relate to that, is their anyone out there that can relate to what she is talking about?

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Don't understand!!!

Junbug211 — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:25:04 GMT

Have you ever felt that anything you do for your partner is just not enough???
Lets say if you'd ride your bicycle for over 50 miles to and from where your
at and then you get no feed back from it. You only get negative feed back, when
all your doing is showing this person how much you love them and not to mention
the distant you'll go for her. I just find it unreal that her parents see
all I've done for them and thank me for bring peace in there home. Crazy
huh? But I guess it's true what they say, you yourself don't
acknowledge what others see with there own eyes. Until it's to late...
I'm a okay person, and yes I've got my own faults but I'm trying to
better myself. When it comes to love you can't see the whole picture, you
know Ur blinded that's what I believe they call it.And from what I'm
seeing and feeling it's true. We've gone our own ways now, to only see
what our distances will prove for the both of us.Maybe I just rushed into this
to fast and got ahead of it all, d*** I !
don't know???? Well all I do know is I fell in love with someone who
treated me unfair...

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After all is said and done this is real life

Dinolicious69 — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:02:21 GMT

You know I have found the most peace with Zen. I have 2 be honest I went threw numbers of psychics and she is the best. She has helped me in all my dilemmas in life. For those of you who are clients now what I'm expressing. We all have fears of the unknown, But she has a way of expressing it with love. She's very honest and holds nothing back, I'm the type of person who wants all info straight with no bulls***!!!

Let me tell you a bit: Well I've had a cheating husband and boy let me tell you I was a mad women... Also there has been sexually abuse, credit card theft along with check fraud, And the worst is when your husband has a child with the female that he's screwing, behind your back... I could go on and on, but this is things that she has helped me through!!!!! All in all I love this women and she means the world to me.

I want people to understand that sometimes we don't have anyone to help us when we need answers or to say what we want to hear. Also she not about to sugar coat it for you. This is why she's sooo great, She's the best one I've found in this business... Try her out and you too will see and understand what I'm expressing.

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Finding True LOve

greek83 — Thur, 26 Jun 2008 06:39:32 GMT

Ever been so caught up in your own dream, your own vision of what you think your life is supposed to be that you lose sight of the big picture? Not sure what I mean? Let me explain: I planned the wedding of the year. It was beautiful. I was beautiful. My groom looked beautiful. Everything down to the menus was prepared to the very last detail. Everything was perfect...From the outside. Why didn't I put all that energy into asking myself some probing questions? Like, "Why are you making the wedding so pretty from the outside when the inside, the inside of your relationship, is really quite ugly.

I'm the kind of individual that tends to think the harder you work on something the better it will be. Well, I worked very hard on my wedding, and I've been working even harder on my marriage and I'm over it. I'm tired. I'm unhappy. I'm sad. I feel like I am slowly wasting away. How did this happen? I had doubts. I had misgivings, but I went ahead with my wedding. Looking back I now realize that I was more worried about making an impression. How sad. All I want is to be happy. How did I end up here? I never planned to be here. This is not my fairytale ending. Where is my happily ever after? Does anyone have that? Does marriage work? Can one really stay in love with the same person forever? I just want to be happy. I just want to be loved. I just want to have healthy children. I know that marriage is supposed to be work. I understand that, but it is supposed to be so hard that you begin to hate your own life? Now I am now in love with another man. Is this a case of thinking the grass is greener on he other side? This man is everything my husband is not. I think one of the really great things about this man is that we were friends first. I knew him before I got married. Did I simply choose the wrong man? I now find myself wanting to have sex with this man. Do I deserve a fairytale ending?

Thanks for all you love and support Zen. Your'e truly are the best.

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I am in love with a married man

Pam — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 19:14:06 GMT

I am in love with a married man and this is something I thought I would never do because my husband cheated on me and I know that pain so well. But than one day I met the most amazing man and he just happened to be married I told him that I didn't mess with married men. But he kept on me until one day it happened I fell in love I was so scared. All I am really trying to say is never say never and things happen when you least expect it to.

P.S. "Never judge someone until you have walked in their shoes"!

Zentaria you are wonderful thank you

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